Happy Thoughts 💗

In every situation or in our daily living, we are preoccupied of things we need to do, we need to accomplish. As soon as we wake up, things are lined up: prepare meals, wash the dishes, go to work, take care of your children, and so on. Oftentimes as we want to take care of everything and everyone, we become tired and weary to the point you neglect taking care of yourself. (Testimony time 🙂) Just last week, I felt this. My GERD (acid reflux) attacked again after 4 years. It was very disturbing as I cannot eat and breathe well, thus I lose weight immediately. In just a week, I weighed 44.5 kg . from 49. It really saddened me, since this was a result of my carelessness. Since I am breastfeeding, I eat more than usual. I eat everything, even the foods that should not be taken for the acidic people like me (chocolates, milk tea, iced tea, colas). I set aside the food restrictions for me. My mind is saying that it's okay. It's just a portion and it's not always, so you can ...

Yes, there will always be a point in your life that you will feel weak and sometimes this weakness may lead to hopelessness. Being weak is not just in terms of our physical strength but also on what we are feeling inside (emotions, spiritual, relationships). Weakness occurs whenever any of problem, suffering, disease, worry, anxiety, fear and sorrow is encountered. Most people always find “weakness” as a negative word. Well, definitely it is. But having God in your life, believing that everything that is happening in your life has a purpose and that He is in control, you can confidently say that Weakness can be a Blessing too! During my younger days, I often hear my church-mates (Testimony time in our Youth fellowship) giving thanks to God, not just for all the blessings, provisions they are receiving but as well as to all the trials & sufferings they are encountering. I keep telling myself, "How come? How can they thank God, even in time of trials?” But as time goes by, G...